Monday, July 27, 2009

How Much Does Bangbros Pay Stars

Time to pull out ..



special situations in my life forced me to take a break .. The blog helped me a lot and introduced me to many special and interesting .. I had rediscovered a part of me that was asleep ..
know that I am fond of you and I love you ..
come back to write .. will happen when I removed all the gray areas that disturb me at this moment, I destabilize ..
soon so my dear friends and traveling companions ..

Friday, July 17, 2009

Chicago Cruising Spots

I've got a feeling ... (Then I'm alive)


I decided to write a post for the pleasure of writing and not to download the bitterness of the moment.

Now I am certain that the feeling does not disappear .. is hidden but always present in us and it takes so little to re-fed powerfully.

I now feel it and smile. I love, love life ..
I feel that every day will be a good day because I want .. and I'm happy ..

tonight will be a very good night .. and I'll give love.


Friday, July 10, 2009

20foot Or Less Sailboats

The hardest part ..



The hardest part for me is to start over.
My soul, my integrity, my dreams ... Everything burned.
do not know if I really want to rebuild something.
I've got the balls filled with seek answers, to understand why things and I have the balls full of always having to justify what I can not explain with the usual phrase "if it is successo un motivo ci sarà".
La parte più dura è sentirsi pieno di sentimento e non poterlo regalare, non poterlo condividere e non riceverne.. è solo che non sei più l'uomo ideale, tutto qua.


Io sono Luca e di sicuro sono molto lontano dall'essere the real perfect man.. Vivo nei sogni ma la realtà è un'altra, la realtà è che non siamo fatti per stare soli.. Forse è questa la parte più dura

Monday, June 29, 2009

Older Women I Girdles

The League of Extraordinary Gentlemen



L'essere umano è di per se una incredibile meraviglia. Il fatto di avere una coscienza e di rendersene conto makes us unique beings.
I like to imagine that our true spirit and as a young man who lives in us. I can imagine why young and naive ruled by feelings and sensations.



The young man on a beach with beautiful colors. The calm sea and the sky with purple clouds that seem to float almost painted. His world is linked to another .. its very existence is tied to another. They live in symbiosis.


He lies on the sand bright and comfortable and looks at the sky. The hands are relaxed in his head from the pillow. On his face a smile of pleasure. It is addressed to another .. "Can I ask you something?"
"Sure you can .."
"why do not you feel the most?"
"This has become a painful situation for me, why do not perceive it any more!"
"But you I've always said that love is what matters. Even if it brings pain is a feeling that it's worth to try .. You said it yourself!"
"I know .. I have said many things but sometimes reality is hard to accept. Then he flies away. You try to forget."
"But I do not want to forget .. I liked her. We were fine with her"


The child closes his eyes and brings those memories to the surface "When she was there everything was perfect .. the colors of sea and sky blend gently. The air was scented, everything was brighter .. It was a pleasure to open our eyes in the morning and evening before resting blissfully watched the moon and the stars that chased dancing .. You know what I mean? I know because again that is close to us? "
" Stop .. you're just a foolish child, and nothing more .. I tried searching, I have traveled to distant worlds have crossed the seas, I climbed mountains, I have even defied the laws of nature. She does not really exist .. You got there! "The young today
had gathered, their arms held her legs curled up and rested her head with her face hidden between his knees.
" The wind was warm and enveloping as her breath, her perfume nel'aria felt like a thousand fields of flowers, the earth was soft and smooth as his skin, the sky was clear and bright as her eyes. Around me were sweet and muffled sounds as if they were whispered in my ears .. You'd like to say that this has never existed? "
" What you see, what you feel is just a dream "
" That may be true but for me it is real. For me it's worth continuing to look for, to suffer if necessary because all this makes me feel alive. I want to feel again the warmth of love "
" No.. you have to stop. Love is suffering and I'm sick, you got it .. STOVE "
The young man had fallen asleep. In his occhi mille lacrime e la delusione per la resa. Nel suo mondo era piombata l'oscurità.
Una voce decisa lo riportò alla realtà..
"Dai alzati, dammi la mano.. Ti voglio fare un regalo. E' una promessa. Io continuerò a cercarla e non importa dove o quando ma so che la troverò. Lo faccio per noi perchè è vero, è l'amore quello che conta. Noi in fondo questo siamo, piccoli sprazzi di energia che chiamiamo sentimenti che condizionano la nostra esistenza.. ma senza di questi cosa saremmo?"
Il fanciullo adesso sedeva in riva al mare mentre all'orizzonte il bagliore di una nuova alba illuminava il suo volto sorridente.
"Grazie.. noi due insieme siamo un essere veramente straordinario"